We had another meeting today.
The contract was not specific enough, and it had to be
dealt with.
The work is so hard, I often wonder if it is worth the pay,
as high as it is.
All are envious of me, as they can see only the rewards.
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They do not have to face her everyday.
She can read my mind and push every button I have.
I often have thoughts that I should give it up and let her
win.
But I know I must not show that I do not care, or the loss
will be total.
I have tried to bribe her many times, but it did not win me
anything at the table.
Does she feel the same? Or does she enjoy the struggle?
I can not ask and reveal my weakness.
I know many work just as hard, but they do not get what I
get.
I hope she feels her pay is worth it, that her gain exceeds
the losses.
Or maybe the hard work does not seem so bad to her; maybe
she enjoys it all.
I see her smile with every small victory, and after all,
she does win so many times.
I sometimes dream we will finish the contract.
Everything will be clear, no more discussion.
We will relax, enjoy what we have accomplished.
But I know it will never be, the contract will never end.
Something new always comes up, that we did not think of
before.
So all I can do is keep trying.
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